its hurts to not say anything. i dont think anything really has this kind of effect. and i know its not fair if i go out and talk with whoever i want to, but hell i realized you have no obligation to me, and likewise i dont have an official obligation to you. but i still feel bad, and i still feel sorry for trying to plug it in with others, but you know. sometimes...i just cant deal with trying to suck it up. i know, thats what i always do, and thats my motto. but you know? fuck call me weak. but sometimes i need a soft pillow to sleep on for the night.
i hope to god this is the last post of its kind for a while. i should stop bitching so much.
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