recently i talked with matt, robert, and john. we all know what its like to get our asses beat HAHA fun shit talking about it. i realized that, no matter what the severity of your home life and whatnot is, you cant say youve suffered more than others. cuz see, the feelings are the same. the same pit of the stomach feeling. we all feel sadness, pain, misery, anger.
i wont get into this blabla moving on
i realized it pisses me off when girls dont eat. just cuz....guess it....they are fat.
jesus christ. like...it used to worry me, but now its just im mad. you dont even know how to take care of yourself. you refuse to. all for the fucking reason that youll gain weight. its incomprehensible how infinitesimal of a shit i give about that. just fucking eat. just eat. no goddam excuse.
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btw i really cant remember much about that convo. i kinda vaguely remember the basic things, but i cannot recall anything specific i said or i heard. i can just recall some of the emotions.
i am trippin out.
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