Friday, October 9, 2009

First post

no one. uses. tumblr. im now guna use a blogspot instead. i wont tell anyone about it, and lets see how long it takes the first person to find out.

tired as fuck. thats all i can say. waterpolo practices, tkd tournament practices, band rehearsals (and i gotta make a spinning tenor routine) inner council duties (apparently i gotta fix up the dam website ughhhhh) then i have fall play practices (yay i got a part however minor) and sat elite academy (wee....) and i gotta make some club meetings for martial arts club cuz im president (oasdijfoadfsj)

i think im gunna kill myself.

nah...but you know. id like to just say fuck it sometimes. it feels nice to say it. i never would give up, but it just feels nice to say it.

and on top of all this, i have to think about formal. yes, its early, but goddam. some people are tryna match me with someone (i wont say names here) and shes pretty cute and nice. its so blatantly obvious they want me to ask her to formal, but in the end ill make it my decision.

sighhhhhhhh goddam i just dont know who im gunna ask its killing me really goddammm it....

i know its so stupid to get worked up on this, with all the other stuff i have. but i just am.

the only things im looking forward to:
1. sleeping in (whenever that is)
2. homey nights (tomorrow hopefully)
3 oct. 31st. haha

oh andthe fall play readthrough went well. that last monologue i had to bite my tongue pretty dam hard. like really hard. w/e w/e

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